That won't be easier .I'm rather a very weak woman that is constantly trying to exist. Barely surviving . At this point in my life,I always wonder what it would be like to be pain free.I'm in a constant battle with my own body every other time. when I'm not enduring extreme abdominal and lower back pain that makes me feel like I'm in labor,I am struggling with an extremely heavy menestrual flow. When I'm not battling migraines or clustered pain throughout my body not forgetting the forever bloating ,I'm dealing with so much pelvic pressure and even though that comes with a prize that is the urge to frequently use the bathroom,other times i can't get my body to pass whatever call that was. It's frustrating .
You all say I'm lazy. But what you don't know is, every new day brings a new set of issues for me. Some days I can't get out of bed. Not that I'm lazy, but because I'm Sick. Sick of Living. Do you know I have Chronic pain, Endometriosis, PCOS-that also causes my Insulin resistance and chronic fatigue syndrome? I want you to know that some days I am not excited about life. I just try to survive. I want to be Okay like your children. I want to see my dreams come true, I want to advance my education - I want to make Mama proud. But I need to Stop feeling Sick first.